A tiny boy with wild eyes sat on the edge of a cot, looking at you but saying nothing.

 

The moment when you realize that you have climbed too far to a place that is not so important, and can be stolen. First I want to say that I’m in no way shape or form trying to hate my hometown. I slowly realized that over the last few days I say “stay awesome” as over 150% in my head, than I ever really talked in every variation of the word in actual speech. I know I’m just a tiny boy and did not have any, only a big dream in my little fist. It will not be a small effect especially big impact if I do not exist or go. There are still people who are much better and more fortunate than I am that my hometown will need. This town is dying to death of entertainment or whatever. The lesson will be about the thirst, unfortunately I’m not talking about water. As the wise man said, you will never be able to not love your hometown, how far you go you will still miss it.

The more I ignore to find my ticket to go back to another lovely town, the closer I get.

Chloë Moretz! She’s grown up into like, this hot!

When we don’t know who we are and why we were put here, we can easily become wrapped in someone else definition, which can be dangerous to our self-esteem. Everywhere we turn, we are bombarded with images of what manhood and womanhood should be according to the standards of society.

Sometimes we do feel inferior about being short. So don’t be afraid if you’re not the tallest among the people around you, and stand tall for all the other things you’re much better at doing. If there’s anyone in this world insult you cause of your height, just ignore their remarks. You’ll realize that you’re the one who’ll get the last laugh.

When we don’t know who we are and why we were put here, we can easily become wrapped in someone else definition, which can be dangerous to our self-esteem. Everywhere we turn, we are bombarded with images of what manhood and womanhood should be according to the standards of society.

Sometimes we do feel inferior about being short. So don’t be afraid if you’re not the tallest among the people around you, and stand tall for all the other things you’re much better at doing. If there’s anyone in this world insult you cause of your height, just ignore their remarks. You’ll realize that you’re the one who’ll get the last laugh.

I’m just not that into red velvet cakes or rainbow cakes. They’re super cute but cheese cakes and chocolate devil are much sexier.

My half Italian half Arabic friend said “If life bored you up, just remember that you used to be only one out of millions fast moving sperms that reach the ovary to be alive. That sperm worked very hard to reach human level, while the others just became a waste in the form of menstruation blood. Be gratefull for being a human being, otherwise you can just waste your life in the drain just like the rest of the unusefull sperms or what-so-ever.”

“How are you?” such a complicated question seriously. I don’t know how I am. At least I couldn’t put it in one single word as: “Bad” or “Good”. It’s neither. It’s a mix of many things. And a mix of nothing. I can’t answer this question, not ever. Plus when people ask you they’re just expecting a “Fine” or “Good”, so what’s the point in trying to actually explain how you really are at that time? Most people don’t care, they’re just being polite.

Wait a second, but why do I believe this? It’s because when you expect something to be given to you because you deserve it or because you earned it’s just going to tear you apart. Having no confidence means you won’t look for things. Sure, you’ll wish for them because you want them, but at least you won’t be crushed when you do receive it. And over-confidence just makes people loathe you. Just look at me, I need to get over myself. This is probably why I’ve failed at the choices I’ve made. It’s all because I went in and had too much confidence in myself that I’d do everything right when in reality I just never got what I thought I deserved. In my opinion, no confidence is better than having over confidence.

Errr, I just don’t know what to say cause when I open my mouth I always sound so stupid.